Brian Mengini has been a portrait and dance photographer in Philadelphia since 2007. His work has been published such notable journals and newspapers as Pointe Magazine, Dance Magazine, Dance Studio Life Magazine, Dance Teacher Magazine, Stanford Living Arts Magazine, Oxford Hill Press, Dancing Times (Great Britain), Auditorium Magazine (South Korea), Town & Country Magazine (Philippines), Connecticut Magazine, NY Times, Miami New Times, Philadelphia City Paper, Philadelphia Inquirer and Daily News, just to name a few. He has photographed an amazing collection of dance companies and dancers that have included the Pennsylvania Ballet, Boston Ballet, Boston Ballet II, Ballet X, Trey McIntyre Project, Urban Ballet Theatre, Central Pennsylvania Youth Ballet, Avi Scher, Boston Conservatory, Eglevsky Ballet, Ballet Fleming, Dance Theatre X, Ballet Bag (London), Rennie Harris PureMovement, RHAW, Group Motion Dance, Illadelph Dance, Jeanne Ruddy Dance, Koresh Dance and Eleone Dance Theatre.
Brian has always merged photography, dance and social issues in his work. His newest project, Empowered ME, has offered an entirely new approach in portraying those who are battling cancer.
On August 26, 2011, Brian’s birthday, he flew to Salt Lake City, Utah to volunteer his time and services for the organization Dancers Against Cancer. The organization was hosting a benefit for a young woman named Sarah, who was battling stage four cancer. The trip had a profound effect on Brian. “When the time came for me to meet Sarah, the young woman who we were helping raise funds for, I could not speak or hardly look at her. I was so overcome with emotions. You can see in her eyes the spirit within and it was overwhelming. She was such a beautiful person and just meeting her made me a better person. Honestly, that entire trip was life changing for me. I left a different person. “
Despite all that Brian had contributed to helping Sarah, he still felt as though not enough had been done. “Our fundraising effort fell short of expectations and I felt more was needed by me, so I decided to create a few cancer based images to send back to Utah as items for raffle or silent auction.” Brian began to sketch out his ideas and invited dancers in to shoot. As the project developed, “it took on a life of its own”.
Brian is not a stranger to the effects that cancer can have on someone’s life as well as those surrounding them. His step father is a survivor of throat cancer, his grandmother has been winning her battle and during the lay over on his way to Utah for the benefit, he learned that one of his oldest childhood friends lost his decade battle with colon cancer.
However, Brian does not see his own personal connection with family and friends battling cancer as the impetus for his recent project. He goes on to add “I think it’s more of a general feeling towards cancer and all of those who are affected by it. I think it was more about using my art for something that is much bigger than me or what I am dealing with. It’s never been about me and my own experience. It’s bigger than that. When I create content, I don’t think about my family, I think about others – those who I don’t know. “
Brian was hesitant about doing “a cancer series”, concerned about being cliche or not doing justice to such a tragic disease. But as he worked with the dancers and images, it began to “seem natural” and fall in to place. Brian elaborates, “When you look at a ballet dancer for example, they display poise, grace, strength, determination, beauty, courage. These are all the attributes that someone who is battling cancer displays. Obviously, they are done in a severely different spirit, but there are parallels there that can be drawn upon. In creating the photographs, there was a need to be tasteful but also to draw upon the dancer’s presence and acting to extract the emotions in these images. I did not want them to just be dance poses. They had to be more. They had to really speak to the emotions of these warriors. “
A difficult task, Brian sought to capture the spirit of those battling cancer, “those moments of tenderness and vulnerability but also strength and empowerment. “ Brian credits the dancers he worked with in adding their ideas to the project but also for digging deeply in to their own emotions on this difficult subject matter.
Brian is currently seeking venues to exhibit this series as well as a more permanent home. They will be shown at the upcoming Koresh Showcase in Philadelphia on January 21st & 22nd, 2012. Brian hopes to find a permanent installation at area cancer centers. He adds, “For me that is the ultimate. I want these to be seen by those warriors battling the disease. My hope is that if these do make it into the centers, that the patients will feel some kind of comfort or something positive from them. Hopefully the spirit of the project will shine through and maybe make them smile at the very least. In addition, we are looking for a permanent online home for this project”
While drafting this article it was learned that Sarah had just lost her battle with cancer. Sarah’s blog may be viewed online at http://haysincharge.blogspot.com/
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